seriously

why do all the worst things happen to the best people i know?

ftw

web cams

whoever knew that web cams could be so much fun.

i need one

breaks been good so far. christmas ruled. today at tonys he had a whole bunch of records from this dudes collection including original pressings of nervous breakdown, six pack, the negative approach 7" and others, it was kinda surreal. im starving and exhausted, werd life.

cf better not be a bust tonight

i got diagnosed w generalized anxiety disorder yesterday which basically means im a chronic worrier and have been for my whole life. i now have to go to therapy for a number of months to work or various deep breathing activities and time management skills to help condense my worrying to a certain time of the day and to quell my constant stress.


cool.


jamming in college park today after finally getting a haircut, theres a christmas party at claires tonight.

no sleep ever. going to get breakfast and christmas shopping w my mom before she goes into work today then i have nothing to do until therapy at 4 and work afterwards.

i found out today that milk and slumdog millionare are both playing at the charles and im super stoked to go see both of them this week.

i slept like a baby last night and i needed it so bad, then this morning i finished moving everything around in my room so i now have a fully functioning room again.

last night was fun even though i was tired and not really in the best of moods. i guess my facial expressions always make me look bummed. i just got back from driving around for 2 hours listening to owen and will probably head down to silver spring tonight if people want to hangggg.

that is all. lolcats forever

its break

christmas break! woo! full 2 weeks, utilizing it to regain my sleep schedule and piece my life back together. gonna be fun, hopefully do a lot. werd

666

today in spanish the kid sitting next to me was trying to conjure up evil spirits by using some book, it ruled. he had the whole class freaked out while watching kung fu panda.

im definitely starting to feel better and being sick has helped me rediscover how much i love stay what you are. definitely stoked on break almost being here, i was tense/stressed all day for no reason, i need a break. ftw.

actually sick

fuck being sick. this is the worst possible time for me to be sick, i have so much to do. biggest performance of the year tomorrow, the movers are coming tomorrow with all my grandmas things, i have like 5 papers to write, ughhhhh.

i went and saw a therapist today to talk about reviewing my 504 plan and ways to help me deal with nervousness/anxiety and i think it actually did some good because my 504 is being reviewed...hopefully.

im off to bed, i hope i dont wake up more sick.

feeling sick

last night was fun. yes elise, i had fun! im glad i got to see people i hadnt seen in a long time and i also discovered that i need to bake more, a lot more. today was exhausting and im about to pass out. i have such a busy week ahead it will probably kill me. but then its break which i desperately need.

pissed

you always have to be immature and call me out on shit that isnt even my doing. over a text none the less. you wont even say anything to me in person anymore.

grow up.

girl fight

there was a 5 girl fight at school today. two were arrested for assault charges and two were sent to the er. one girl got both her earring ripped out and the other had her weave pulled out and her smashed against a wall. it was utterly crazy, they were scrubbing blood off the walls. this was all probably over a guy or something, i hate everyone.

i hope i make it to see ted leo tonight.

also

i was nominated best person to take home to your parents by my senior class today and i am in the top running for best dressed. werd lyfe

christian the lion

FTW
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=adYbFQFXG0U
watching that all night, and i luv elise for showing me this!!!

impulse buy

i bought a christmas tree today at target while on my break.
tonight ruled, pretty glad i decided to stay in, got a lot of work done and listened to the same song probably 100 times. happier than i have been in a while. :) happy face forever

ups and downs

today had its rough spots and its good spots. it turns out that everything my grandma owns needs to either be taken by a family member or it is going to go straight to the bank and seeing as most of her things are of very personal and heretical value that the family decided to split everything she owns. so now i have to decide if i need to go back down to florida again sometime in january, ughh dont know if i can.

there was a crazy girl fight at school today that just made me realize how much i dont get people. well most people that is anyways. i have finally figured out this twitter thing and it actually kinda rules. keeps me entertained. i got free food tonight which was a definite plus and now i am facing a never ending wall of studying. know anything about religious strifes in india or the free market for carbon emission tickets? if so, hollatchurboi.

I am currently about to read beloved, write a paper on jainism, and post many more christmas lol cats!

playlist for the rest of the night:
The Jazz June-The Boom The Motion and The Music
The Appleseed Cast-The End of the Ring Wars
Small Brown Bike-Dead Reckoning
Iron Lung-Life.Iron Lung.Death.

im really enjoying this whole blogging thing a lot, it keeps me occupied. this weekend is going to rule!

Mr. Chi City

So today has ruled so far. I went to the mall to buy christmas sweaters and i kinda failed because i couldnt find any with designs besides womens cardigans that didnt fit me so i bought some argyle pattern christmas color ones. Oh did i mention, they were only $10! Then i went to get my phone fixed and planned on paying a lot of money for it but apparently my plan is so good that i got it fixed for free!

now im at home waiting to go back and pick up my phone, then i have to pick andrew up. then its time for me to go to work then home for lolcats and homework, my nightly routine.

ITS WAY TO COLD OUTSIDE

www.getsnuggie.com

nuff said. seriously...nuff said.

Suicide's An Alternative

So this is my first post on a blog many people have asked me to create, so here it is!
Last night I went to the Suicidal Tendencies 25 year show with nicktape, zack, bmac, and garybird. I was kinda bummed that we didn't get to see pt but its wutevz. I didn't really watch much of any of the bands, more so hung out and watched the mass amount of people being thrown out and then everyone else who was pissed that they couldnt go outside and smoke cigarettes because the cops were out there all night. People crack me up.

My mom was still up when i got home and we talked about grandma for a while, i was bummed and didn't really sleep at all. Now I am up and have an 8 hour work day ahead of me starting in 30 minutes. Still bummed and not stoked. Then its homework tonight.

Hollatchurboi