i dont know where i want to be or where i should belong in life

summer has been good
ive been staying busy with math and stuff
pretty desperate for money since the shoe store cant give me any hours, had to borrow $100 from my mom to open a student checking account, maybe ill sell some records?


owell, date tonight with ryan! dinner and a movie, stoked, havent seen him in a while.
whats going on for july 4th?

intense 24 hours.

tonight andrew and i booked our trip to central europe for July 2010.
i am insanely stoked, already making plans on so many things to do while there.
we are going to the counties of Germany, Czech Republic, Hungary, Austria, and Switzerland (Lucerne Region aka The Swiss Alps!!!!!!) and stopping along in numerous towns and cities in all the countries. I am particularly excited to see and stay in Prague.

AHHHHHHZ STOKED!

WOO im bored

finally graduating! i finished the last of my finals today for high school, and while it is a relief to be done i am a bit sad to see it all go. what a past 4 years. hopefully next week rules

memorial day massacre......OMG
im no longer going to NY either, lets hang

also, i just started this tumblr today that is all about lolcats/cats in general
http://lilcatz.tumblr.com

thanks to mah gurl elise for the picture!!

i've been pulling 12+ hour days at school recently
its concert week, i have something every night and something with the movie every afternoon before.

back to my spanish project, then passing out

spring break has been kinda eh, but still fun and relaxing.
its been a great break from school, but ive still been working a ton. owell.
a family member is in hospice, again.
im pretty bummed out about it because she was one of the nicest people ive ever known
this kind of stuff is always hard.

i have been so busy.
shot the opening scene of the film today, it went really well and i am pleased at how things are going, i just wish i could make them move a little faster.
after next week life should be less stressful for a few weeks, SPRING BREAK!

i am so stressed out over the things to come:
so many orchestra performances
including traveling to boston

starting and finishing my movie and premiering it before i graduate...fuck

Cro-Mags last night was fun:
They played an amazing set.
The new pulling teeth is straight up metal. \mm/

It was nice to see everyone and have a nice change of pace
I have been so consumed by my daily routine and school lately that i have hardly had time for anything else.
Once may comes i'll have more time, i promise
Not that any of you care, but wutevz

Time for a snack attack!

p.s. me and ryan are now officially married according to facebook

wounded

so i took scooter to the vets today and i turns out her sprained his right front paw.
he has been limping around for the past few days and we are supposed to keep him inside for the next week
giving it time to heal
i worry about my kitties! he's fine though
karli was making fun of him for having to go to the vets

cats rule. period.

lolcats world takeover 2k9

last week was insanely busy but completely worth it
in the end, 21 people showed up to audition for my movie!
definitely stoked on that
mirrors and wires were actually pleasantly surprising at the nowarehouse yesterday
i did not dance with crusties, elise

listening to glassjaw and staying up because sleep is what school is for

stoked. i did exceptional on my placement test at hcc today resulting in me getting placed in some good classes. woo!

i have been more than busy lately with making plans for this movie, i dont know how im going to find time for it all with work and orchestra. bye bye social life till i graduate.

possibly living in chicago for a few weeks this summer? i believe so!

man. fuck. never enough hate.

today has been wayyyyy to weird.
first off some kid handed me an unopened pack of cigarettes before school.
then the normal amount of weird shit preceded to happen at school and when i get home,
my itunes deletes all my music. currently trying to salvage it. HALP!
wednesday should be really fun, im stoked on it.
im broke and in need of food terribly

i have been so busy lately. its actually kinda weird, since for the first half of this school year i literally had nothing to do. owell. shits been picking up and ive been keeping myself busy.

columbia gets more and more sketchy by the day, last night i had beer bottles thrown at my car while stopped at a red light. who does that?

scooter is basically my best friend, yesterday he spent the entire afternoon with me. we napped and watched titanic and vicky christina barcelona together. straight up.

people are crazy. sometimes i just cant handle things.

i was a hermit the entire weekend. i have read two books, watched so many movies and bought a lot of records, im loving it. not much has really been happening lately honestly, just back into the daily grind of things for now and going with the flow for a while.

S N O W D A Y

S N O W D A Y

i go back to school tomorrow and i have full weeks until spring break. gotta love high school.
so i woke up at 10 today to go have lunch with a friend and he never showed, i called him and he said he forgot and was in college park. plans always fall through. never enough hate.

so now im terribly bored. werd lyfe.

done with exams! so now i have a long weekend with nothing to do, not even sure when i go back to school honestly.

also, fuck you howard county public school system. saying i cant graduate because i missed the entire month of december...wtf.

corpse fortress tonight. no minion demos, stoked.

exams

ive been studying and doing papers like crazy this week.
so tired, no time to rest though. have so many errands to do today before work.
ive been listening to torche way to much this week to, love it.

i got glasses...cool.

this afternoon i went out to get ice cream and in the process ended up locking myself and scooter out of the house until around 5:30 with a carton of vanilla ice cream.

all i've been listening to this week is sludge, ftw.

just bought some sushi and now im going to watch weeds till i fall asleep.

its been a while!

i am finally over having the flu and am now back to being able to actually have a fully functional day. i am now also back into my normal routine of things and it will remain that way until the end of the school year. hours are picking back up at work already which im very glad about and i am getting all a's in school. i dont know how i am, i just am. i am also finding decent amounts of time to do dumb things as to bring some fun into my life and i love it.

ive also come to the conclusion that my school is full of complete idiots. today an administrator discharged pepper spray in the middle of class because the kid told him it was silly spray and he wasnt sure that it wasnt! i mean SERIOUSLY. also, if you flirt with me then tell me you cant understand why i dont want to date you and get mad at me when im going through very hard times in my life, then dont expect me to ever like you in the future.

i hope that integrity is fun tomorrow, im sure it will be.
i definitely have a list of people im going to have to stomp.

sick again

im sick again and i have a feeling it might be the flu, not fun. i seriously just want to sleep the day away. last night was kinda weird but still fun, got to see awesome friends and awesome bands.

i have just finished the second season of weeds and i am now going to go make soup and stay in bed watching tv all night. ftw.

i slept for probably 2 hours tonight and rolled around for the rest. i keep having dreams about all the things that have been troubling me for the past few months and this is the first time its ever really hindered me from sleeping at all. fuck this.

break has been really fun and im glad i got to see people i like a lot more than i usually get to. you know who you are and i love you. stoked on corpse fortress tonight.

its seriously freezing in my room